Tuesday, 31 October 2017

Thankful // The October List

When I take a moment to reflect on the past 31 days my heart is so full; joy, heartache, and thankfulness all mixed together.  October was a month for appreciating the people that I am blessed to have in my life, for growing in my faith and relying on Gods strength, for appreciating the inward warmth of autumn, and in these past few days a time for change and transition.

October wasn't what I expected it to be but I am thankful for it none the less; it was busier than I had anticipated, there were more tears than I had thought, and it's made me realise the pain you can feel when you are blessed to love so deeply.  But nonetheless I am thankful for October and I am thankful for hindsight, here are some of the reasons why.

1.  Time with family & friends
Throughout October God provided me with so many chances to spend time with my family and friends.  I'm so thankful for the chance to spend time with the people I love before moving away for a year in January.

2.  The Scottish Highlands
Moving back to my parents a couple of days ago meant leaving the Scottish Highlands.  Although I was only living there for four months I felt so at home.  I loved the church I was attending, I've had the blessing of meeting some wonderful people, and I'm already counting down the days till I go back for new years eve.  I'm thankful for the past four months I spent there and the chance to go back soon.

3.  Choosing Joy & Grace
This month I started a Philippians Bible study through Love God Greatly along with some of the other ladies at my church.  I'm so thankful for the daily lessons that God is teaching me through this and the chance to study the Bible along with other women from my church in the Highlands.  I'm so thankful that through Jesus we can choose to live in joy and grace that only comes from Him.

4.  A Baptism
At the beginning of this month I had the opportunity to attend the baptism of my three friends.  It was so beautiful to see how God has been working in them and through them.  I'm so thankful I was able to share in this day with them and to celebrate in their joy in Christ.

5.  A Wedding
This month began with a baptism service and ended with my friends wedding.  To have these two God-honouring days bookending the month has been such a blessing.  To see two people come together through their love for one another and their love for God is so beautiful.  It was a wonderful day, I was able to help with the catering which was so fun, and the sunset was the most beautiful sky I've ever seen.

I am thankful for October, for how God is pushing me, challenging me, and growing me in my faith.  The past thirty one days have seen my heart go through all kinds of emotions but I am thankful for these thirty one days and preparing myself for what God has planned next.



Wednesday, 25 October 2017

Single Track Art Gallery & Espresso Bar // The Isle of Skye

Freshly ground coffee is one of my favourite smells.  I don't why, but there's something about it that just makes me smile.  I find so much happiness in visiting coffee shops; the unique décor, the cosy atmosphere, the chance to read or study in a new environment, hot drinks and cake, and a space to meet up with friends.  But above all this is the constant aroma of freshly ground coffee.

Last week two friends and I took a two hour drive to the top of Skye.  The scenery was stunning and it was so beautiful to drive across the island during autumn.  This roadtrip had one purpose for us - to go to the Single Track Coffee Shop in Kilmaluag.  The building of the coffee shop and the house beside it was featured in season twelve of Grand Designs, a show which I enjoy watching so much.

Both buildings have wooden exteriors and turf-top roofs.  Although they are different from the typical houses you would find on the island, they fit in well with the surrounding scenery.  The views from Single Track are absolutely stunning and well worth the drive.

Although the coffee shop is small, it has a cosy feel to it and they have made great use of the space that they do have; a long table accompanied with bar stools at the window facing the coastline, shelf spaces to display local produce for sale, a table in the middle surrounded by bright yellow chairs, the coffee counter with home-baking, and small stools covered with old coffee bean bags seated under a wall filled with beautiful artwork.  With a building so small you would think that they would be limited with what they could achieve but they have turned it into a beautiful, creative space.

The selection of hot chocolates and home baking was wonderful, and it was made all the better that we were able to have some homemade soup before diving into the sweet stuff.  Between us we had the flourless chocolate brownie, the pear and almond cake, and the carrot cake.  For hot drinks I really was spoilt for choice but decided on the dark hot chocolate and Isle of Skye sea salt.  Although it was maybe a little more bitter than I'm used to, it complimented the brownie so well.

Altough it's a long drive to the Single Track Coffee Shop, it's a beautiful drive and worth it for the unique little café at the end.  You can find out more about the Singe Track Art Gallery and Espresso bar by visiting their Facebook page here.



Thursday, 19 October 2017

Born to Soar

What are you filling your heart with?  What is taking up your time?  What thoughts are the focus in your mind?  What are your eyes seeing?

These are questions that have been nudging at my heart recently.  God has gently been convicting me of my daily life, my daily routine, and whether or not I'm intentionally living for Him in the every day.

The truth is that I'm not.  My mind easily wanders, I become frustrated easily by little hiccups in my job, and I find myself spending far more time on social media than in His word.

But the main factor that's been hiding behind all of these bad habits is that I didn't think I was good enough.  I thought that a daily, thriving faith was for other girls, for Christians who have their life sorted out, for people who have a shiny-instagram faith.  But God has been making it very clear to me that the only thing standing between me and learning to walk closely with Jesus everyday is myself and the limitations I'm putting on myself and on God.

He isn't a God who is limited in anyway and He created us to live a life that not only believes this but puts it into practice.  We are called to be fearless in our Saviour and joyful in the salvation that we have in Him.  Every single day.  Whether you're washing the dishes, photographing a wedding, doing the school run, answering the phone in the office, making your morning coffee, or replying to countless emails.  We are called to invite Him into everything and to live for Him in everything.

So what does that actually look like?  Well, it's easier said than done because we are human, we have flaws and we mess up.  But that doesn't mean that we can't try, and by the grace of God we can try again every day.  Every morning, every afternoon, and every evening we can come back to Him with a sorry heart and be set free by His grace.

Jesus states in the gospel of Matthew that we are to "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind" (Matthew 22:37) and "Seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness" (Matthew 6:33). 

Approach each day prayerfully and keep praying again and again and again.  Seeking His kingdom and His will in all things prayerfully and with an obedient heart.   Talk to God about the big things and the little things, but also seek Him in the big things and the little things.  Jesus is knocking on the door of your heart, He doesn't care about the mess on the other side of the door, all that He cares about is you.  Open the door to Him.  He wants your heart and He wants a relationship with you.  Beautiful, broken you.

We're called every day to not just simply live, but to rejoice in our God and to soar in His grace. Don't put limitations on God but instead put into practice walking with Him everyday in the everyday.

"Here I remind myself what you said over me 
Here I remind my soul who You are 
You said you won't relent 
Won't let go, won't forget 
Every promise you have whispered to my heart 
As I wait, as I wait on you 
I'm gonna run and not grow weary 
I'm gonna walk and not grow faint 
Rise up on wings like eagles 
To soar" 
Meredith Andrews



Thursday, 12 October 2017

Rainfall and Sunlight

The days feel shorter, tracked by rainfall and sunlight.  The sky is grey but the sunbeams are dancing through, splashing light across the kitchen table and over the pages of my book.

This different season is unsettling me in a way, adjusting to a new autumn is taking it's toll but forcing me to find comfort in what I have here, now; the colour in the leaves, the unrelated family that are reaching out to me, the music that feels like home, and the God who is holding my heart.

The sky is grey but the sunbeams are dancing through, piercing through the cold morning and mixing with the smell of rain.  Although it's familiar it also feels new and inviting.  But I'm stepping in cautiously, clinging to reality in the fear that it will slip away like before.

It's strange how the sunlight can steal away the solidity as it's taken by the clouds, it's disconcerting and fragile.  But this season is different to the others, I'm not facing this one alone.  His grace is enough, His strength is enough, His love is enough. 

I can feel it in the raindrops that are slowly falling down the window.  I can see it in the sunbeams that dance on the tiled floor.  I know it in the grace that is overwhelming my heart and pulling me through this season.  He's with me in this autumn and He will step into winter with me telling me it won't be easy, but it will be okay and I need to hold on tight.



Monday, 9 October 2017

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Thursday, 5 October 2017

New Bloglovin // Why the fresh start?

When I started blogging almost four years ago I didn't know what I was doing.  All I knew at that point was that I loved to write and I wanted to write about music.  Fast forward to now and I'm a far cry from that naïve girl.

I've done a lot of growing up over the past four years; I've moved out from my parents home, I'm a lot more outgoing, and next year I'll be moving country to attend The Bridge gap year programme at Sydney Bible College.  But most importantly I've fallen in love with Jesus and He's the reason for all of these amazing changes and opportunities.

The one thing that's remained the same over the years is that I still love to write.  The only change in this is that I now want to really pursue this passion, to use it for my Heavenly father, and to really commit to investing in my blog.

So why the new Bloglovin account?  Since I created my Bloglovin account my blog has undergone two brand changes and therefore has changed URL's twice as well.  This meant losing my blog followers and the community that I had.  Twice.  I'm following over seven hundred blogs through this platform which makes it difficult to keep up with the blogs I read regularly, and my archives are cluttered and contain posts that are no longer relevant for me.

I need a clean slate.

I've gone through all my old posts, converted to draft all the posts that I feel are no longer what I want this blog to be or the style of writing that I'm pushing myself towards.  Alongside this digital clear out I decided it was time to completely start afresh with my Bloglovin account so that I can better organise the blogs I follow, the posts I would like to go back to, and the archive of posts from my own blog.

I hope that you're able to follow me as I head into a new stage with my blog.  You can find my new Bloglovin account by clicking here.  I'll be deleting my old Bloglovin account over the next couple of days and my blog will be going live on my new account soon after.

I'm excited to get back into regular posting and pushing myself creatively when it comes to my writing and my blogging.

Photos by Finlay Macdonald.